We all have our weak moments. I’m glad you didn’t go through with it. You still have your girlfriend and your sensei.
I know what it’s like to lose everyone, everything, and see no hope of it getting better. It’s torture. Physically and emotionally. I pray for you, mein Freund. But you should not give up hope. Perhaps they are still out there. Things can get better, even when you think they can’t.
Thanks. I… I don’t wanna be that weak again. S’why I hate seein’ all these people comin’ online an’ postin’ about how they just wanna end it. ‘Cause I know exactly how they feel.
An’ I know they’re still out there. I… I can feel ‘em, sometimes. Like now. Not their pain, or anythin’ like that, but… their presence, somehow. I can’t explain it, though.
I understand. It breaks my heart as well. I do my best to talk to those who want to talk and just be a friend. I don’t want anyone feeling like that. If I could fix them, I would.
I can’t say I know what you mean, though I understand what you are saying. I’m sure they are out there, Raphael. What have you been doing to search for them?